No posts this weekend. My father is currently in the intensive care unit at the hospital in my hometown. Pneumonia is the cause. At such a stressful time I can’t help but think nothing in my life is operating as it should. I can’t quite describe it, but to say “shit is fucked” is an understatement. I’m sorry that there will not be any original content today (and probably not tomorrow, either), but I am simply trying to fit the pieces back together. Absolutely nothing — and no one — feels permanent anymore. I need to step back and re-evaluate some things and some people, and figure out what matters most to me now. I want to rid myself of those who cannot give me what it is I need to live a healthy and happy life. That’s all for now. I’ll be back soon. You can check my Facebook page for updates on my father’s condition. I’ll blog again when I am ready to blog again.
It’s not permanent, but this is not a joke. I take very seriously this new idea that I need to slow down and analyze the different facets of my life and determine what needs to be changed. For the sake of my own mental and physical health. I’ll try to update this daily until I feel confident things have settled, and I apologize if you are re-reading this and becoming pissed off that I haven’t updated the site.
With love equal to my combined hated of the Arcade Fire and Sufjan Stevens,
Evan
September 20th, 2009
Sorry to read of your family emergency. Peace be with you and all near and dear.
September 20th, 2009
Where’s Nikki during all of this? Your girlfriend?
September 20th, 2009
*hug* Take as much time as you need, Evan. You deserve to be healthy and happy. And don’t spend one second worrying that people might get pissed about the blog not being updated.
September 20th, 2009
I’m so sorry about your father. I’m sure everything will turn out alright. You just have to have faith. He’s exactly where he needs to be in order to begin a recovery. Be weary of those who do not offer you the love you need in times such as these. Surround yourself with GOOD people. You and your father will both come out of this experience stronger.
September 20th, 2009
I am profoundly sorry to hear that your father is ill and hope that he recovers quickly. Please feel comfort in knowing that your loyal blog followers, both the vocal and lurkers alike, support you and share some of your pain.
The clouds will eventually pass to reveal the ever-present brightness that lies beyond.
September 20th, 2009
I’m sorry to hear how fucked up everything is for you right now. Things have been kinda fucked up for me lately, and if it’s any consolation, your blog has cheered me up. :) Thanks for the laughs and the music and hope it all gets better for ya.
My wife and I will draw animal-animal hybrids for ya this week, by the way. Hope our shitty sketches make you smile.
September 20th, 2009
i know it’s not much, but i’ve been reading your blog for a while and have never commented on anything before so i figured i’d take the opportunity now to say thanks for all the music and witticisms. i’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through, i really hope things get better sooner than later. take care, evan.
September 20th, 2009
shit. after years of reading this website every day i forgot how weird it is not to see a new update. i totally took your dedication for granted. hell you just even forced me to leave my first comment ever. i’m sorry about your situation. it’s a shame your girl ain’t around to take care of you. from all you’ve written i’m sure she’s doing the job from wherever she’s at. the part about no one feeling permanent anymore sounds depressing. you can tell from your writing you’re a smart guy. you’ll figure your shit out and maybe it’ll fuel your creativity.
September 21st, 2009
sorry to hear this…i hope everything turns out okay. i love this blog…the sunday mix is the best. hang in there!!
September 21st, 2009
I’m one of your few female readers, and I wanted to say I’m sending love during your dark days. It’s good to see you take time to reevaluate what or who is most important to you. You’re intelligent and strong. Don’t forget that. Don’t be afraid of shaking things up or making a big change just because you’re comfortable. Let go of the dead weight and you’ll be happier. And please blog again soon, doing actual work is boring.
September 21st, 2009
best wishes on your father’s health. whatever else is going on, ride it out, avoid extremes and it will all settle into place.
September 21st, 2009
Hey man. Just wanted to join this motley chorus. Best wishes for a speedy recovery for your dad and a swift kick to the nuts of whomever’s causing you stress at this already stressful time. And anybody out there want to perk up Evan’s spirits can buy him a beer- check the link in the upper left.
September 22nd, 2009
It’s always good to slow down once in a while… take care.